When I first entered the world of social networking and online dating, it was very important to me that I had a
good profile picture. A self-portrait. An image of myself that I liked and thought accurately portrayed myself. I would spend hours alone, trying to create the perfect image. I would put myself in front of a 35mm (real film... gasp) and utilizing the self-timer, would push the button, run to the other side of the room, and pose. I spent a small fortune of film, and a quick minute figuring it all out and perfecting the shot. I would take cues from professional photographers that I saw on episodes of America's Next Top Model, and try to emulate their shooting technique - all the whole trying to be like a model. I would think about angles, lighting, how my lips looked, my eyes, to smile or no, the background, clothing, etc. etc...
It was almost a hobby.
And before my digital day, I would do all of these shots within the confines of how many different poses and looks I could get onto a single roll of film. There was one time where I even spent a good amount of time drawing on my face with eyeliner - drawing - tattoo like designs. But then I didn't like it, so I washed it all off, and just did my makeup a little heavier than usual. Then I slicked my hair back, used a skirt as a tube top, stood at an angle to the camera, parted my lips, and snapped. To this day, I am proud of this picture. It basically represents me at the very beginning of my digital age... to which I owe a bit of credit.
And what's even more is that now I am familiar with the digital stuff, I can alter things. I can mess with lighting, shadows, highlights. I can see a picture instantly. And if I don't like it, I can take 7 more until I get to the one that is right. And then, I can go back and reflect on the others, and delete the ones that I don't need anymore. It's an amazing phenomenon really.
And getting back to the point of today's lesson, is the ability to take self-portrait.
Some days it is hard to stare into a camera... it almost hearkens to the belief that when a camera takes a picture, it takes some of your soul. And that may be fairly accurate. Photographs are images that are frozen in time - good or bad. All of your particles, and any surrounding you, are captured and put into one frame as a snapshot of that very moment. A self-portrait is meant to document that moment of your self. And if you keep a log of those images, you can see a progression of yourself (of your soul) through time.
Just to share a few...
Still looking for that first one.
I hope you had a good Tuesday, and that the rest of your week goes well! :)